~Finding a New Me~

Wow I cant believe it just wen i turn 18 i realize i need to be a better person. I need to be a better brother son cousin nephew grandson just all the above. I cant believe the way i been acting. Don't get me wrong but some of the time i been acting good but some of time i been acting bad. I feel if i give advice to others I should take my own advice and use it. I need to realize that I can be there for others but be there for myself also. I no I'm realizing it now but I need to make a change and start continuing to do right like i was already doing. I'm sadden by the people who I thought were my friends. But brighten up by the people I met and gave me a better look on how i need to act and treat people in my life. Thank you to my sister and Nikki She stay giving me the better out look on life as it is as a view point of someone in my age group. I also my other brother and sister for be able to cater me wen I'm down and out. Sometimes life can get stressful but you need to hang in there and get up and cont. to live ya life right. I know I'm not the perfect young man i make mistakes many mistakes but they help me understand that I need to stop rushing and take my time in life. Everything isn't going to happen at my time but on God's time for me. So I promise this to the very special people in my life to strive to live my life right and be an example to them and to others that don't know me that well.
Maybe my good qualities will rub off them. Some have already did. I'm proud of all my accomplishments in life. And i plan on keeping all them accomplishments. Now as I close All dis i just wrote to you all this was on my mind my heart and my soul and to let it out is a great feeling. To walk around knowing this feelings are out there are pretty awesome. Let people know how you feel now. Don't keep it in. To all my family and friends who read this.. I will always be there for you know matter what the cause is well let me refraze this to all my "REAL FAMILY AND FRIENDS" I will be there for you no matter what the situation is. You got me and I got you.. if you need me I need you what I have is also what you have. don't hesitate to ask me anything. I will do the best of my ability to give you the most honest answer anybody else would give. Ya know who ya are. My real family and friends fa life thank you God for putting these people in my life to guide me into the person I am today.

Real Friends (They Like Ma Fam)

Friends some are there for you and some arent. BUT YA REAL FRIENDS GOT CHA BACK FROM THICK AND THEN NO MATTA THE SITUATION IS.. I HAVE A FEW FRIENDS IMMA NAME HERE. WHO ARE ALWAYS DER FOR ME.. WE MAY HAVE HAD HER GOODS AND BADS BUT WE ALWAYS REMAIN GOOD.. I JUS APPRECIATE THESE PPL.. THEY ALWAYS KEEPIN ME UP AND GOING EVEN IF IM DOWN THEY ALWAYS DER. ASKING .. ME LA'MONT WHAS WRONG, LA'MONT HOW ARE YA, LA'MONT HOW IS YA FAM.. THEY JUS ALWAYS DER TO ASK ME IF IM GOOD OR JUST YU NO DER.. FIRST: LaMont DIS MY BOI I CAN TALK TO HIM ABOUT ANYTHING NO MATTA WHA. ALWAYS GOT MA BACK. Dj: DIS CAT IS FUNNY RIGHT HERE WE STAY TALKIN BOUT THE GOOD OL TIMES OR TIMES WE HAD FUN WITH GIRLS DIS MA BOI FOR LIFE NO THAT. Kaylah: DIS MA GIRL A.K.A MY LIL SIS AWW WE JUS HAD SO MUCH HISTORY TOGETHER SHE IS A CHARACTER SHE STAY MAKEN ME LAUGH AND ALWAYS IS A GOOD FRIEND TO TALK TO NO MATTA WHA. Keith: DIS MA YELLOW NIGGA RIGHT HERE HE YELLOWER DENT THE SUN HAHAH ME AND HIM GROW UP TOGETHER WE LOST TOUCH AT FIRST BUT NOW WE AT THE SAME SCHOOL AND WE BEEN BESTFRIENDS SINCE.. WE HAD OUR GOOD AND BAD BUT WE STILL TIGHT AS EVER DIS MY NIGGA RIGHT HERE NO MATTA WHA. Will: HA DIS CAT IS A PLAYER I CALL HIM THE G BECAUSE HE A G AT GETTING ALL THE3 GIRLS HE TALK TO AT ONE PLACE AT ONE TIME AND THEY ALL COOL WITH EACH OTHER HA WOW DIS MA BOI RIGHT HERE STAY WITH THE LADIES. Andrea: ITS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT YOU LEFT CINCINNATI.. W/O ME SAYIN GOODBYE.. ITS OK WE A SEE EACH OTHER.. WE STILL BESTIES.. I MISS YA SO MUCH WE HAD SO MUCH FUN WHEN YOU WAS HERE GOING OUT HANGIN OUT GOING TO SCOPE AND HOMECOMIN THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN. WE WAS SUPPOSE TO GO TO PROM NEX YEAR BUT THATS NOT GOINNA HAPPEN ;(. I MISS YA AND I LOVE YA SEE YA BESTIE. Markitta: WE USED TO GOTO ELEMENTARY TOGETHER HA DEN WE DEPARTED OUR WAYS NOW WE MEET AGAIN. WE STRIVE TO MAKE IT AND BECOME SUCCESSFUL ONE DAY IN LIFE AND WE WILL. WE WANT GIVE UP. I GIVE HER ADVICE SHE GIVE ME ADVICE WE KEEP IT GOING.. WE WILL MAKE IT AND BECOME THE SUCCESSFUL YOUNG MAN AND WOMAN OF TODAYS WORLD. Ryan: WE ALSO HAD OUR GOODS AND BADS BUT WE MADE IT THROUGH WE ALSO STRIVE FOR THE BEST AND THE BEST WE WILL GET YOU NO THIS MY BOI WE ALWAYS DER FOR EACH OTHER NO MATTA WHA.

Keith, Trevor, Nicole, Nicole, Keith, Kelly! Family Forever

My God brothers My sister and my God sisters I love all these ppl Trevor the nicoles, keith, and kelly these are ma babes my lil ones expect the skinny one she close to my age but the rest are I will do anything for them they are my heart they is ma fam u mess wit ma fam u mess wit me no doubt i love every one of them. I will go out and beyond for them.. we always havin mass fun together we are more lik siblings then cousins even doe we live far away. i can imagine us as adults now our kids are gonna be close like us fa show family must stick together blood is thicker then water we will teach our kids that. they will have each others backs and protect one another and build each other up. thas was fam suppose to do. together we can make it and be a fam. and thats wha me trevor the nicoles, keith, and kelly are.. FAMILY forever. BROTHER AND SISTERS FOREVER love you all with ma heart.

FAM,FRIENDS

MA FAM AND CLOSE FRIENDS.. WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT THESE PPL.. IDK U TELL ME.. THESE PPL HELP ME TO BECOME THE PERSON I AM NOW WITHOUT THEM WHO WOULD I BE. SOME OF THE PEOPLE IN THE VIDEO REALLY MAKE MY LIFE SPECIAL JUST BY THEM BEING IN MY LIFE AND BEIN THERE FOR ME. I LUV THEM MY MAMA DADDY SIS BRO GOD BROS GOD'S SIS'S YA STAY TALKING TO ME AND KEEPIN ME UP AND GROUNDED. I LOVE YA.. WHA WOULD I DO WITH OUT YA. I CAN PICTURE US NOW IN THE FUTURE GOING TO EACH OTHERES HOUSES AND OUR KIDS JUS PLAYIN AND WE HAVING A GOOD TIME. WE THE DEFINITION OF FAMILY WE STAY CLOSE TOGETHER AND WE ALWAYS WILL NO MATTER WHAT EVEN THOSE WE ALL COUSINS WE FEEL MORE THAN COUSINS WE BROTHERS AND SISTERS. I LUV EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YA. LIK I TOLD ANDRE WE GOING BE ON AIM, MYSPACE, BLOGGER UNTIL WE LIKE 40YRS OLD HAHAHA.. WITH OUR OWN KIDS.. LOVE YA TO DEATH..AND MY CLOSE FRIENDS I LOVE YA TO YA MA REAL FRIENDS TO THE END WE CLOSER THEN EVER NO MATTER WHA..

Sex

SEX ITS A BIG THING THATS HAPPENS IN LIFE NOW.. EVERYBODY THINKS ABOUT IT.. I THINK ABOUT IT BUT IM NOT GOING TO DO IT YET. IM WAITING UNTIL I GET MARRIED I REALLY DONT NEED SEX. I DON'T WANT BABIES NOW EITHER. DONT GET ME WRONG A BABY IS A BLESSING BUT THERE IS A TIME FOR A BABY IN YOUR LIFE AND A TIME NOT TO HAVE A BABY AND DURING YUR TEENAGE YRS A BABY ISN'T THE RIGHT TIME. SEX.. IS SOMETHING THAT IS SHARED BETWEEN A MALE AND A FEMALE IS SOMETHING SPECIAL.. THAT SHOULD HAPPEN BETWEEN A MARRIED COUPLE. THERE ARE ALL KINDS OF STUFF OUT IN THE WORLD THAT CAN MESS YOUR LIFE UP JUST BY HAVING SEX ONE TIME WITH THE WRONG PERSON. JUST IF ITS ON YOUR MIND JUST FOCUS ON YOUR DREAMS AND WAIT TO HAVE SEX. SEX ISN'T IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE NOW SURVIVING AND MAKKING IT IS. SO WEN U THINK ABOUT HAVING SEX WITH SOMEBODY STOP AND THINK WILL THIS CHANGE MA LIFE FOREVER. YES IT WILL BUT THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES IF YOU DO DECIDE TO PURSUE SEX AT A EARLY AGE.

Homos and Stupid Teachers

Man im so pissed off at some gay ppl and my teacher. THese gay dudes try to get on with me and ma lil brothers. OMG i wana be they a**s but im going to be mature about this and let this go. Me chanell nikki tyler and andre had to cuz these gay homos out. wha is wrong with them they need to get lifes and hop off ours. I know we look good but we don swing that way homo. We the howards we some Gangstas don mess with us homos. As for my teacher you need to chill out and get on these white ppl cuz they be cuzin you out and letting you have it but when the black ppl do something u wanna act lik a lil b**** and send us the office or somethin. Be a teacher and start lettin them crackers have it. Dang thats all we ask. And as for the homos some of ya who respect us straight ppl hop off our d**ks B**** dang for we have some problems.. Dang have respect for all of us. Know ya boundaries dang thats all we ask OMG idiots.. Well im satisfied now haha.. except ma teacher keeps acting lik a idiot and a retarded white cracker.

Committment (Last Night 2/25/09)

Last Night was fun.. My brother met my friend (girl im getting to know) last night. We had a ball it was to fun. I really think this girl like me. I like her to but I don't know what to do. I wanna be in a relationship but then again i don't. I need to figure out what imma do. I don wanna break this girls heart. Imma just take some time to my self and think about what imma do. My brother kinda help me but i jus gotta take some time to figure things out and why my lil lil brother jus farted on me i'lll but any ways what should I do. Can ya leave some comments about wha ya think. And Tyler you is a flirt, flirtin wit ma girl i mean friend lol... but last night was fun fa real now i need to meet ma sister in law shanell i wonder if her and Tyler will stay together for ever.. who no's only they no.. I guess its ma turn to start committing. Stop being afraid of relationships. Start bein a man and finding ma woman.

Ayiesha or Alma?

These girls are sexy cute sweet personality.. But im stuck between the to. One I can see everyday and be around and get to kno the other I can only see on weekends and talk on the phone with. I don no wha to do. Im confused. Wha should I do Ayiesha or Alma. Both with A's and Both are sexy and cute. I dont wanna play them. They both to kinda for that. I got alot of thinking to do. Ya comment and tell me what should I do. One choice could be the greatest or worst mistake of my life. Ayiesha is something i can take time to explore take out and really get to know. Alma is the girl that meets ma expectations 4 a girlfriend. Mannnnn! i just dont know what to do.

The Future

I see in the future me and my fam. kids lots of kids we all married and just havin a blast. Enjoying that family love. Some of us wont 7 kids some of us wont 3-4. I know 7 is alot but I wont a big family. Family we all have each others back no matta what. I know we all going to different places in our lifes, but we always going to stay close. I love my family and Im glad we all in each others lifes. Thank you fam. I love ya. God and ya keep me going. I have big dreams to accomplish and I intend to do that with the help of ma fam i will succeed.

Family Business

My fam. My God bros, My sister, My God Sister These ppl play a big part in my life. I love talking to each and everyone of them. Even though Im the oldest, they teach me alot. They also give me advice when ever i need it and im thankful for that. God has put these young talented relatives in my life for a reason. Even though we live far apart from each other we always close in spirit. I love you guys and I wish you the best in life.

All about me

im 17 im a junior at Scarlet Oaks. I plan on attending MoreHouse in atlanta georgia. I love me some girllllllllllllllllllllllssssssssss lol i plan on finding a girl to settle with. I think i found one her name Alma and she just takes my mind away from everything. I really like this girl and i hope things work out. I also plan on double majoring in college so i can make a difference when i grow up. I wont 7 kids when i get older 2 adopted 5 of my own. I am a christian and plan on focusin on God so he can guide me to what ever his purpose for me in life is. I am absense until i get married because I believe its the right then to do. Im a real cool person to hang with i love giving advice to my fam and friends when needed. I wanna make a change in ppls lifes. But in order to give back to the people i must make it first then give back. Thats what Michelle Obama said so i will apply dis to my life. I love the ppl in my life who made me who i am today...God, Mama daddy,brittany, grannys papas tyler, nikki, chanell, andre, markitta,danny,lamont,paige,dorian,kaylah,andrea,maisha and many more.. friends and fam.