2010

LIFE HAS ITS UPS AND DOWNS, IN MY LIFE I HAVE MY UPS AND DOWNS ALSO SINCE 2010 CAME IVE EXPERIENCE SOME CHANGES. i BROKE UP WITH MY GIRL i MET SOME NEW PEOPLE AND BEEN EXPOSE TO THINGS, IM NOT ALL THE WAY HAPPY FOR. I THOUGHT THE PERSON I WAS TALKING TO WAS DIFFERENT AND "REAL" BUT IT TURN OUT TO BE WRONG. I FEEL LIKE I WAS USED AND ABUSED. I THOUGHT WE WAS COOL BUT I GUESS NOT. NOW THAT I KNOW WHAT OUR STATUS IS I CAN LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES.I DON'T HAT THE PERSON AT ALL BUT F**K U FOR USING ME, TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME IGNORING ME WHEN I DID NO WRONG. BUT HEY THAT'S ONE LESS FAKE ASS MUTHA F**KA IN MY LIFE. I THANK MY BESTFRIENDS FOR BEING THERE AND HELPING ME OUT WHEN I NEED THE HELP.
WHEN MY UNCLE PASSED IT WAS A WAKE UP CALL TO TAKE MY LIFE SERIOUS. HIS DEATH WAS SURPRISING AND SHOCKING. I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS, IM STILL GRIEVING SECRETLY BUT IN TIME I WILL BE FINE.
I WANNA TELL YA ABOUT 2SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. 1 I MET BACK IN SEPTEMBER EVEN THOUGH WE WENT THROUGH OUR UPS AND DOWNS IT HAS LEAD US TO BECOME EVEN CLOSER. 2010 IS OUR YEAR TO SHINE, TO SHOW THAT WE ARE GOING TO BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, YOU KNOW I GOT CHU. DON EVA GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS I KNOW YOU GOING BE THE BIG SUPER STAR MAKING YA MUSIC AND DOING YA THANG. YOU ALWAYS DER FOR ME AND UR LOVE IS EVER SO LASTING.
ANOTHER PERSON I JUST MET, I FEEL I LIKE I KNEW YOU FOREVER, U CONSTANTLY MAKING ME SMILE AND LAUGH, I WISH WE DIDNT LIVE SO FAR APART FROM EACH OTHER. WHY ARE THE GOOD ONES SO FAR WAY. U ARE WAY BETTER THEN THE FAKE MUTHA FUCKAS AND WHORES HERE IN CINCINNATI. ALL MY FEELINGS FOR YOU ARE RUSHING AND GROWING SO FAST. THE TIME WE TALK AND GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER, THE MORE I FALL FOR U EVEN MORE, EVEN THOUGH WE ARE FAR AWAY IN DISTANCE WE ARE CLOSER THAN YOU THINK. LOVE MAY TAK ITS COARSE AND INNER SEED ON US AS TIME PROGRESSES. I JUS WANNA TELL U THAT U'LL BE IN MY HEART FROM THIS DAI FORTH NO MATTA WHA ANYBODY SAYS ITS ALL ABOUT US. MY SPECIAL "CUPID LOVE"